It’s Mondayyyyy and I’m loving the week already(I’m too excited) i hope you are too?…Today’s post is on relationship. (I hope you enjoy it).
The word ‘love’ has been abused so much that we don’t even know what the true meaning of the word is anymore. I got a relationship story and i thought to share; it totally isn’t love .
.PLEASE READ CAREFULLY.
So. That’s how I started talking to Taiwoo on Facebook, first he sent a message and i never replied. Then another, and i started talking to him. Calls, i mean calls. 30mins. He would recharge again, you know that is how it usually starts. Long conversations and then you’d get this good ticklish feeling in your tummy…
He was in school, so we hadn’t seen each other then but the calls continued, One thing I noticed was that sex conversations usually got him very happy… I mean, for him to be active and lively talk about sex and you’ve won his heart. Wrong yes? I should have gone away? Yes.. But he was also fun and entertaining…
Well, we were supposed to meet on my birthday but he cancelled another warning? I mean when a guy cancels out on you, it’s a very bad thing… As a girl, get a guy who would cancel his plans just to be with you. Sounds wrong?! But it’s the truth..
So, we didn’t see.. Long story short, he graduated from bells. We met and guess what ??the very first meeting was make out related. Bad yeah? And he hadn’t asked me out then o. When I found out he wanted this to be all pleasure I gave him space… He got wiser and asked…
Well, two months into the relationship you hear stories like “I care about you and sh**, and i really need this.. I am cool, if you won’t though”…(then you’d feel bad and give in)
Well, it became a pestering topic. What If, I get pregnant I was asking him and guess what he said ‘ABORTION’... Now, that was some heartless reply I thought but then me being me decided to forget all about it.
So he broke up,well it was all for the best. I mean he wanted a relationship that would result to trusting hiking enough to have sex…
Now, I’m hurt but not hurt.
Hurt because I knew, honestly I knew better but i still flowed in. it’s not even like I love him like that, but he kept on saying “I love you” and I just loved the feeling.But truthfully, that line is annoying it sounds like a rhyme already. And it almost means nothing to some guys.. (don’t get me wrong though, some girls could be evil too).
But after this experience, if he comes back begging am i supposed to listen to him and give him a chance again to see if he changes??
Right now, i don’t want to get committed to anyone!.
What do you all think??
Have you been hurt by a guy or girl before?
How did you heal up?
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